7 hours of staring at your friend and her fiancee’s photos. not an easy job any one can claim.
nevertheless, the pursuit for perfection shall continue!
Sunny… May 9, 2009
So… I am back in my hometown, a sunny little island.
Much has happened over the past week. Swine flu is coming down and people who were AWARE of what was happening last weekend are now back to their old routine, having kopi-o and roti prata.
Haven’t been feeling too chirpy lately. The heat is kind of unbearable. I fell sick the other day and the cab driver drove me to East Shore Hospital instead of my intended destination. Apparently the terrible migraine made me vomit. eew.
Anyway, the doctor was keen to get me discharged n came by to ask if I am ready to leave every 15mins?! Whatever. So I left the hospital after a short bed-rest, deafened by construction noise just 5 meters from where I “rested”.
Don’t mean to complain about life in my little shell. But somehow I think my seefood diet (see food and eat it) is not exactly healthy. Tummy is giving me problems too. I shall adopt a new diet, one that excludes my favorite curries and excess oil.
So i guess it will be goodbye roti prata and curry puffs! Till we meet again…
Oh did i mention that a complete stranger left some very encouraging comments in my blog?! He has the same name as this student I’ve got in school. My student is eight years old and claims he has a girlfriend because they email each other very often. Haha. How i missed my kids.
Anyway, no offense to the very kind stranger. Here’s wishing you a joyful sunny day too!
PS: found this super retro MTV from youtube! muahahah.
Sunny ~ Boney M (Original by Bobby Hepp)
Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.
I… March 13, 2009
I don’t know what I am doing.
I know it is not always about ME.
But I seriously wonder, what am I doing? Mondays are like Wednesdays only that it is starts with M.
There are now more than 150 songs in my book. I do enjoy writing songs but I can’t help but ask… what am I going to do with them? Collect dust?
I, have serious self esteem issues. I woke up one night from this terrifying nightmare that I took F maths in college and was preparing to fail the A levels. I woke up to find consolation that I am no longer a student, but a bored housewife.
I used to be someone who has a vision, a dream perhaps a goal. Now, I wish I can turn the clock faster so that the day would end sooner such that I can move on to the next daily task, which as the word daily suggests, repeats daily.
I boil water daily.
I pack lunch to school daily.
I clean up Pow’s (my little doggie) mess daily.
I open the blinds daily.
I close them daily.
I think u get the point.
I could possibly write songs daily but I don’t. I hope it can remain as something special. Really special. Like a gift, unlike cleaning Pow’s mess, which I think is a task.
I call my friends in Singapore and force them to listen to a new tune that I wrote. I need to know I might have audience out there.
Perhaps God is still tuning in to my youtube channel. Perhaps this is really not about ME.
But I, would really like to know.
Where do I go from here?
And it is time for the daily shower.
I’m a Youtuber! December 16, 2008
Yes! I finally took the courage to put my songs on youtube! eeks!
here you go…
Wishing all a Merry little Christmas!
Conspiracy! October 16, 2008
Maybe I should have known. Especially after watching prison break. (though the season 2 turned out to be a total flop)
Good people with bad intentions exist in this world.
I am praying for wisdom and courage.
I cannot do everything. But I must do something.
